It seems like the longer I don't have sex the longer I don't get/find/have a boyfriend or "man-friend", not because I'm not having sex and they want it but because I'm afraid that I will slip up and have sex with a "man-friend" && stop liking him - this sounds so weird, i know - CONFESSION: I suffered from hitting it && quitting it in [ mii past ]; I was a very non-caring female; a man trapped in a females body, is what they used to call it! Hey, if thats all I wanted, thats all I wanted! Lol. But after "growing up" I'm ready to have a "real" relationship, but it's so hard, the only step I've past is being abstinent but when will the relationship come?!!
Steps to a "REAL" relationship:
Step 1. Practice Abstinence
Step 2. ????????
Step 3. ????????
Step 4. ????????
....Is there even a such thing as a real relationship now-a-days?!!